Pins & Needles (Ouch)

So tired from work today. Must have been the most tired today, I kept dozing off during work. I wonder how my collegues manage to stay awake the entire day.

Went to see the Chinese doctor again, and finally had to put through with the accupunture and the bottle thingy (dun what it is but it sure was HOT). After so long I'm still afraid of needles. They look so scary. Well but its only a start with 6 needles. Better than my sis who had 19 needles in both knees and ankles. But at least the session was fast or was it? I mean I was sleeping wile the needles were poking so I wouldn't know how freeking long it was since I started and eventually ended.

Die ah... still have to type report. 2 weeks b4 sch reopen and I have no idea wat to write in my report. This sucks. Well I shall call it a day for today.

Tomorrow is another good Saturday for Archery... Yeah, Can see him there.

Blank, My mind is blank

Another day at the office as the Photocopying girl. Maybe cos its the last 3 weeks I dun really mind what jobs they give me but somehow I feel like I have nothing to write into my work journal that is dued on 21st of june.

Why must school start so early this year? A report and that book. And my supervisor won't b around to sign my attendence. How am I going to submit my book?

I think I'm feeling really sick right now. Maybe its the koropok I ate, but for the paa few days, I haven't been eatig as much as I do. I simply get sick of eating after just half way through my meal. Its as if I just lose my appettie all of a sudden. Now I feel liek my stomach is turning (maybe due to the overwhleming smell of herbs) and my jaws feel so tight and locked up.

Why hasn't my pay coem in yet. I'm so broke...how to survive? I think I need to use the Bathroom (*bluh*)

It's been too long n weary

It has been 4 days since I last wrote. On Saturday, I kind of saw life flicker pass me. I simply have no freaking idea what I wanna major in. If i major in merchadising at least it wouldn't be a waste in Design school. But if I wanna major in Music, then its a different ball game. Man this sucks.
Then there is archery. When I see everyone improving, I just feel so stagnent. Then I blame everything in the world. And suddenly I feel that I haven't blamed myself, the mastermind behind all that is going wrong. I think this is what they mean by the ignorance of Humans.
I was thinking bout this during the last training,
'I feel like I'm trapped under a frozen lake. It seems like evryone is trapped in one of their own. But as I see everyone improve and break free from their icy prison, I feel as if I'm going deeper and deeper into that frozen lake. Its as if I can never run from my icy captor. As I pound hard on the layer of ice above my head, IT becomes thicker and thicker... suffocating me, lingering on me, killing me.'

I wonder how the rest of the world would react to this if they saw this 'poem' of mine... Hahahahah